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Testimony Blog
August 2, 2008
Rev. E,
It keeps getting better and better with time as I feel my whole
world is unfolding before my very eyes. Although, several
changes have taken place in my life this past week, they have
all been manageable and I am witnessing first hand support like
I have never known before. I particularly like the way I feel
about the participants of the workshop. Words cannot adequately
express the sincere connection I feel with them. It is a
wonderful demonstration of the ONENESS of GOD. I was so full
following our graduation ceremony that I signed up that very
evening for the next one. I experienced so much growth during my
second workshop that I knew in my heart that my healing would
come full circle in the third one. I have to share that as I
wrote that last sentence, I heard a whisper saying, "Your
Healing is at Hand," and joy overcome me. WOW! This is
wonderful.
Well, there you have it, as the healing continues every second,
moment, hour, day, week etc. See you on August 15th!
Love & Light
Phyllis
August 16, 2008
HW7
It is 11:10pm and I have managed to step away from my family for a brief moment to jot down some thoughts I am having around this recent healing experience. Although, the workshop does not end until tomorrow, my healing has already begun to manifest in the most profound ways. It began the first night, with the acknowledgement of my emotional state. I was feeling so bad that I almost backed out of the workshop altogether, even with the full awareness that two people whom I sponsored were depending upon me. I just could not understand this emotional state especially since this was an event that I was eager to participate in. See, I made up my mind the night of the HW6 workshop that HW7 would be my finale and most significant workshop. This was going to be the one that finally settles all my accounts. In which all my past agreements were going to be finalized so that I could move into the next phase of my life debt free! So, again I was perplexed as to why I was experiencing this discontent. Needless to say, what a relief as you can imagine I felt when during the introduction phase, the healing began. Another significant thing occurred as my cousin from Florida drove 12 hours to take this workshop with me, she just appeared un-expectantly. That was it! From that point on I was ready for anything spirit had to offer going forward.
August 18, 2008
Yesterday, my healing workshop graduation was incredible. But before I go there, I want to share something’s that occurred just before this wonderful event. I will continue to keep my mind on GOD, in anticipation of some magnificent and wonderful changes to occur. Things are moving fast and I am thinking it is time to journal so that I can keep up.
Rev. E. Thank you for your love and sincere passion to follow God’s will.
All of the activities had much more of an impact on me this go round, but I think the ones that had the greatest were “ Crossing the line” and “The Chamber Prayer.”
With crossing of the line I found myself crossing it so often that I had to make a mental note of it. First of all, I thought all these things had been resolve, but then as you stated in your opening remarks, it is important to get a clear picture of where you are at, acknowledge then move on. There were areas in my life where as you say, fragments of “shrapnel” remained – I got that!
The next really significant experience was the Chamber prayer. It was as if I had been transported back in time to a village and people where chanting to each other, reminding themselves of who they were. That was awesome. Wow! It gave me a sense of being home. Oh! There was one more very profound experience I had during the whisper circle. I wanted to ask you about it but than also felt it may be silly or presumptuous of me but nonetheless I will mention it. During the whisper circle, as I stood up to sing this particular groups song, something happened. I stopped moving, although, part of my mind wanted to continue enjoying and swaying to the music, I just stopped. With curiosity I said okaaay…than a stillness came over me and I began to see a very bright light, kind of yellow and white mixed together but very very brilliant.
Now I have had some experience with sending light to others before, so it was not too weird, but than a sense of warmth came over me to the point I began to sweat. My hands felt very hot, and my body continued to get warmer. The light was ooh so bright in my minds eye. Although, I could hear a lot of commotion in the room, I could not open my eyes. I felt compelled to continue in this state. There also were slight tremors throughout my body, but I stayed steadfast. As I continued to listen to the room, the light began to dim, only then was I able to open my eyes and to my surprise saw one of the participants on the floor surrounded by other participants in an attempt to comfort or help her up I am not sure. I was almost in a state of disbelief perhaps and felt numb, so I sat down. After we left the room (for break), I found myself needing to be alone, not wanting to join the group or talk to any one.
8:36pm
I recall something else from the workshop. During one of the quiet moments in the room, I envisioned someone or some being taking my hand and leading me from my past. I felt a sense of sadness for leaving what I have known for so long while at the same time a sense of joy of the anticipated freedom. I got a sense of a new way of living, unlike what I have experienced in this life experience up until now. You see, I understand I can have multiple lives without transitioning from my body.
Well, tomorrow I have a Leadership training to attend (increase!) and am excited about it. It is time I expand my wings Rev. E. and I just need to be brave and know that GOD got my back
Good night.
p.s. My cousin called to inform me that she will start working on Monday. I am also holding in spirit for her the job she really preferred. My . . . cousin said she cannot wait for the next healing workshop. I think you have a repeater.